Blank.

A feeling of emptiness envelopes you.
You blink once, then twice.
You gaze around the room.
Everything is the same, but something is missing, something isn’t right.
It’s quiet…maybe too quiet for your comfort.
Where did that feeling go?
You know the one, that feels like…like you’re alive!
You wonder what you’ve been doing for the past couple of hours, days, and weeks.
How is it all passing you by without feelings?
Where did that feeling go?
I want it back.
How do I get it back? And hold on to it, forever from here on… ?
I want to feel alive again.
Your head feels heavy, yet empty.
You feel satisfied, but crave the food.
You long for a social life, but can’t stand a conversation with a friend.
What’s wrong with you, oh soul?
Please come back, to this lifeless body…
Stop hovering above, so lost, so far.
Come back where you belong and pray for guidance…
Pray for peace, pray for happiness.
You blink again, and see nothing but the usual, blank upon blank.
Finally a tear drops…and it feels ever so sweet on your dry cheek.
You wipe it off then regret doing so…that’s what you were waiting for!
How do I go back? Where do I start from?
It’s been too long since I’ve gotten lost, I don’t know how to start again.
I got used to feeling high, high above.
And it looks different down here this time, deeper than every other time.
How do you climb back up when you can’t find the rope?
How do you climb back up when it’s too dark, too empty, with nothing to hold on to..
How do you climb back up, when you blink, but only see a blank horizon
Surrounding you, coming closer to you, almost choking you…

You sigh, and hope tomorrow is a better day.

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3 Responses to Blank.

  1. DaughterofPearls says:

    SO DEEP!
    i know the feeling exactly..

  2. Sarah says:

    Beautiful, jazakiAllahu khayrn ❤

  3. hiddensouls says:

    lol…you guys are sweet…i dont see what you like in it…i just needed to let off some steam lol

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