Cat got your tongue?

One of the hardest things in life is when you lack the proper expressions and words that need to be said to make things better. You say some things and they’re misunderstood. You realize your mistake, rewind, start over, it’s all the same…nothing is going through properly.

One of the hardest things in life is when something so ideal…so precious in your life, starts to fall apart in front of your own eyes… and you can’t do a thing about it.

One of the hardest things in life is when all your core values and beliefs are shaken.. You try to hold steadfast to an ever thinning rope.. You try to keep following the ever dimming light.. You fear the worst as you struggle along: remaining all alone without a compass, having to start over, having to build a new basis and framework for your life at such a late stage..

It’s when you need the most support that you lack it. Or sometimes, you get it, but the source that keeps stealing it away from you grows stronger and stronger… so regardless of how much support you get, you keep losing it.

It’s all a cycle.. like a hula-hoop rolling on, you fear the slightest bump in it’s path, the slightest tip, because you know, that means it’s the end. Game Over.

You remind yourself that duaa is your weapon. You gotta keep praying. Because one thing is for sure: He’s listening as He promised us.

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3 Responses to Cat got your tongue?

  1. DaughterofPearls says:

    Sigh… I know what you mean…

    “core values and beliefs are shaken”…reminds me of: http://www.igotitcovered.org/2010/03/23/they-were-shaken/

    “In Suraht al-Baqarah, verse 214, Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala says,

    Do you think that you will enter paradise (without any trials) while you have known the examples of those who passed away before you? They were afflicted with suffering and adversity and were so violently shaken up that even the Rasool and the Believers with him cried out “When will Allah’s help come?” (Then they were comforted with the words): Be aware! Allah’s help is ever close. “

  2. Silent Viewer says:

    MashaAllah, please, please keep writing, and updating your blogs. I read them from time to time, and wallahi some of the stuff you say are exactly the reminders i need.

    May Allah (swt) reward you always Sireen.

  3. Hiddensouls says:

    Jazakillahu khairan Silet Viewer, you have touched me 🙂 I think I really do need to get back to writing… I’ve been away from it for such a long time unfortunately..
    Every time I want to write or express I just “sigh” and do something else… but waAllahi I needed to re-read this post right now more than ever and you brought it to my attention again at the perfect time.. subhanaAllah how life really is a cycle cuz I’m not even sure when I wrote that post but heck its what I have been feeling these past few days!!!!

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