Dentists. I <3 Them :)

October 16, 2011

A life time to look forward to, inshaAllah ๐Ÿ™‚


A Moment of Silence

October 14, 2011

I long for the days of uncertainty, when I struggled to understand, to learn, to grow.
I long for the hours I spent studying, worshiping, growing mentally and spiritually.

I felt weakest during those times. Little did I know how strong I was! But it wasn’t my own strength, no, it was God helping me every step of the way and guiding me. ูˆ ู…ู† ูŠุชู‚ ุงู„ู„ู‡ ูŠุฌุนู„ ู„ู‡ ู…ุฎุฑุฌุง … ูˆ ูŠุฑุฒู‚ู‡ ู…ู† ุญูŠุซ ู„ุง ูŠุญุชุณุจ

It’s been too long and I want to go back. My heart and body and soul aches for the comfort and sweetness I felt at the time.

The longer I wait to get back, the darker it will get, and the harder it will be to find my way back…


ุทูˆูŠู„ ุงู„ุดูˆู‚ ูŠุจู‚ู‰ ููŠ ุงุบุชุฑุงุจ
ูู€ู€ู‚ู€ู€ู€ูŠุฑ ููŠ ุงู„ุญูŠู€ู€ู€ุงุฉ ู…ู† ุงู„ุตุญุงุจ
ูˆู…ู€ู€ู† ูŠู€ู€ุฃู…ู€ู€ู†ู€ู€ูƒ ูŠู€ุง ุฏู†ูŠุง ุงู„ู€ู€ุฏูˆุงู‡ู€ู€ูŠ
ุชุฏูˆุณูŠู† ุงู„ู…ุตุงุญู€ู€ุจ ูู€ูŠ ุงู„ู€ุชุฑุงุจ
ูˆุฃุนู€ู€ุฌู€ุจ ู…ู€ู† ู…ู€ุฑูŠู€ุฏูƒ ูˆู‡ู€ูˆ ูŠู€ู€ุฏุฑูŠ
ุจุฃู†ู€ู€ูƒ ูู€ูŠ ุงู„ู€ู€ู€ูˆุฑู‰ ุฃู… ุงู„ู€ู€ู€ุนู€ุฌุงุจ
ูˆู„ู€ู€ูˆู„ุง ุฃู† ู„ู€ู€ู€ูŠ ู…ู€ู€ู†ู€ู€ุนู€ู€ู‰ ุฌู…ูŠู„ุง
ู„ู€ู€ุจู€ู€ุนู€ู€ุช ุงู„ู€ู€ู…ูƒุซ ููŠู‡ุง ุจุงู„ู€ุฐู‡ุงุจ
ุฑุฃูŠู€ู€ู€ู€ุช ุงู„ู„ู‡ ูู€ู€ูŠ ุฐุง ุงู„ู€ู€ู€ูƒู€ู€ูˆู† ุฑุจู€ู€ู€ู€ุง
ุฌู€ู€ู€ู…ู€ู€ูŠู€ู€ุน ุงู„ู€ู€ู€ูƒู€ุงุฆู€ู†ู€ุงุช ู„ู€ู‡ ุชุญุงุจ
ุดู€ู€ู€ู€ู€ูˆุงู‡ู€ู€ู€ู€ุฏ ุฃู†ู€ู€ู€ู€ู‡ ูู€ู€ู€ู€ุฑุฏ ุฌู€ู€ู€ู„ูŠู„
ุนู€ู€ู„ู€ู€ู‰ ุฑุบู€ู€ู… ุงู„ู€ู…ุฌุงู‡ู„ ุจุงู„ูƒุฐุงุจ
ุชู€ู€ู€ู€ุฃู…ู€ู€ู€ู€ู„ ู‚ู€ู€ู€ุฏุฑุฉ ุงู„ู€ู€ุฑุญู…ู€ู€ู€ู† ูˆุฃู†ุธุฑ
ุณู€ู€ูŠู€ู€ู‡ู€ู€ู€ุฏูŠู€ู€ู€ูƒ ุงู„ู€ุชู€ุฃู…ู€ู„ ู„ู„ุตูˆุงุจ
ูˆู…ู€ู€ู€ุฏ ุงู„ู€ู€ู€ุทู€ุฑู ูู€ู€ูŠ ูƒู€ู„ ุงู„ู€ู†ูˆุงุญูŠ
ุณู€ุคุงู„ู€ู€ูƒ ุณู€ูˆู ูŠู€ุฑุฌู€ุน ุจุงู„ุฌูˆุงุจ
ุชู€ู€ู€ู€ู€ูู€ูŠุก ู…ู€ู† ุธู€ู„ุงู„ ุงู„ุฃุฑุถ ุญู€ูŠู€ู†ู€ุง
ูˆู„ุง ุชู€ู€ู€ุบู€ู€ู€ุชู€ุฑ ูŠู€ู€ู€ูˆู…ู€ู€ุง ุจู€ู€ุงู„ู€ู€ู€ุณุฑุงุจ
ูˆู‚ู€ู€ู€ู€ู ูู€ูˆู‚ ุงู„ู€ู‚ู€ุจู€ูˆุฑ ูู€ู€ุฑุจ ุฐูƒู€ู€ุฑู‰
ุณู€ู€ู€ู€ุชู€ู€ู€ุญู€ู…ู€ุฏู‡ุง ูˆุชู€ุฃูˆูŠ ุจู€ุงู„ุฅูŠุงุจ
ูˆุฑุชู€ู€ู€ู€ู„ ู†ู€ู€ู€ุบู€ู€ู…ู€ู€ุฉ ุงู„ู€ู€ู€ู‚ู€ู€ุฑุขู† ุชู€ู€ู„ู‚ู€ู‰
ูŠู€ุจู€ุงุนู€ู€ุฏูƒ ุงู„ู€ู€ุซู€ู€ูˆุงุจ ุนู€ู€ู† ุงู„ุนู‚ุงุจ
ูˆุชู€ู€ู€ู€ุงุจู€ู€ู€ู€ุน ู…ู€ู€ู€ู€ุฑุณู€ู€ู„ุง ู‡ู€ุงุฏ ุญู€ู€ูƒูŠู…ุง
ุฃุดู€ู€ุนู€ู€ุฉ ุญู€ู€ูƒู…ู€ู€ู‡ ู…ู€ู€ู† ูƒู„ ุจุงุจ

Absolutely Amazing Gems!!

August 13, 2011

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Lots and lots of lessons

May 9, 2011

I’m sick of failing at life’s tests. When will I learn the lessons?? There’s just so many of them! I feel like I’m cramming for them or just winging them as they come by… not good, not good.

Yesterday I learned a lesson. Shaitan got to me, and I made the same mistake again today. Today I said, today… I really learned a lesson.

Don’t take it out on the ones below you. You hated her rudeness towards you and you didn’t see yourself doing the same to others. That was just plain rude. Wake up! The prayer of the oppressed is answered!!

I needed to record this somehow, it seems I only learn when I write… I hope this is a lesson well learned now.


April 16, 2011

“I trust in Allah. I trust that He will never abandon me. I trust that He will be my light in the darkest of nights. When there is no wind to guide my sail, Allah will send me where I need to be. In the most desolate of earth’s patches, I will not be alone–solitude is but a place to further count my blessings.”

Not my words… not sure who’s…ย 

but isn’t it funny, how so many people are alone, making them NOT alone in that they are alone? get it?ย 

ูŠุง ุฃูŠู‡ุง ุงู„ู‚ู„ู… ุงู„ู…ุนุจุฑ

April 16, 2011

I went through a phase, long ago, that is now coming back…

This explains it best…